SORRY AH.
so sorry for asking ppl for their email but in the end, change it back. Why? all bcos of this girl NATALIE ong, she have no blog but she wants to see, so sorry. In the end, i still change it back to a blog that everyone can see. haha. natalie ong, dont be sad alr la. its ok abt your SCIENCE paper. (u knw wat i talking abt). haha. anyway, i think i have been quite emotional these few days. yesterday, mary called. than i started pouring out everything. haha, i am quite used to it now, pouring out everything to these woman. haha, it is also a good thing to tell someone, i scared i have internal injuries. ok, not funny, but seriously, its not that i cannot talk to her normally, it's just that i cant talk to her. sorry. i just cant talk to u now, i knw i can but everything takes time, so i will also need time to learn to talk to u. i wont try to make any amends now bcos i am sure it will not change anything now, so wat's the point. ok, mary will be real angry if i say that, which means i have not listen to wadever she say yesterday, but ya. i will need time to learn to talk to u, or maybe i wont talk to u FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!